~~~ Cinderalla ' s ~~~
Monday, October 08, 2007
3:12 AM
do not forgive me
do not care for me
bear with me for just a little more
and then
leave me alone.
i can't be saved
so dun ever try it;
save your time
for other
more worthwhile stuffs
i will feel better
afterall, your life is not mine,
because
i don't feel grateful to all those;
because
i am a cold-blooded one.
i have no wish to flag up my history
just walk away from me
dun ever look back.
so pathetic.
idiotically pathetic.
smiles??
i dislike it.
why am i smiling
when my heart is aching like hell??
i just simply
pray
for a peace.
you have no idea
on how hard my life is right now.
i say it is hard,
i mean it,
but you will never experience it
slow?!
yes we are,
freaking slow.
and so unfortunate
clash with my pathetic period of life.
is it a disaster?
or gifted by God?
Labels: Tsunami
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